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Hit me up 
The Light
i stand alone in the black abyss cold and scared
i cant see, my mind is spinning in all directions
the torment in my mind circulates and becomes a whirlpool of hatred and confusion
i see a light shining in the dard
a hope that i cannot fathom
i could run but such attempts have been futile
i walk a slow pace to reach the light
i get closer exited i grow
i begin to run faster and faster towards the light
almost there
i reach out with my fingers i touch it
but the light speeds away and i fall
down down down into the caverns of my lonely mind
i sit crying to the sound of silence
then i see a figure a hand
it reaches for mine it helps me up
and we walk towards the light together
maybe well get there
| Tuesday. 6.28.05 8:53 pm hey to all you out there who still check my page from time to time im not dead lol. i have not been on in a while cause i have been handlin my myspace buisness lol. i am doing much better and thank you to all those who have stuck by me Comment! (2) | Recommend! Sunday. 4.24.05 5:35 pm for anyone whos keeping track, things are getting better it seems, i feel a little better and i changed my appearence which suits me fine. i like the way i look more know and i think that other people will too. im still around trying to make things better for myself with the help of my friends. thanks all you guys and peace out. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Heaing backwords Saturday. 4.16.05 1:26 am okay everything is coming back worse than it was i keep making everyone mad at me again and i dont want to. i dont want any of this but what can i do. i want to feel better and i try but everytime i try something messes it up, its almost like someone doesnt want me to be happy and i dont know how to make it stop. im sorry i keep hurting my friends and its not fair to them. im sorry to you guys i dont know what wrong with me, well i do but i want too change and i dont know how Comment! (1) | Recommend! getting better Friday. 4.8.05 4:04 am hey okay first of all my last entry shouldhave said that i will keep trying not that i wont and things are looking up for me now i believe that things will get better and i luv my friends for sticking it out with me. the ani depressants i think are working and i will continue to take them. guys im getting better and i thank you Comment! (2) | Recommend! idk Wednesday. 4.6.05 12:49 am Okay i dont know whats going on ne more. i think that i may be getting worse but i dont know what to do. I dont have ne clue what i should do. I just wish that things would get better and i would like for all my frinends to just be ok. i didnt want to bring them in to this and im sorry for anyone that was hurt it was never my intention just idk what i need to do to make my life better but like i saed before i wont keep trying Comment! (0) | Recommend! guess ill update Saturday. 4.2.05 7:14 pm so yeah today has been kinda boring its spring break next week so i get to look forward to doing nothing for a while and the bad thing is i dont like sitting around doing nothing. I wish i could just leave and go somewhere but i cant. At least i wont have to go to school. Yeah thats a good thing i really dont like going to school because it makes me feel worthless and ugly. I never real feel like a person when im there so idk maybe my week will be better than i think that it will. I doubt it but hey miracles happen Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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